NaNoWriMo18 Update #3

[bellaanarchy]

We're four days to the end of November...and I'm behind. Like weeks behind. I don't know what happened. Okay, I kind of do. It's kind of what always happens - I somewhat run out of steam and I somewhat just need more sleep than the actual normal human. Not to mention, adult life comes into play and screws with everything. I'm over 23,000 words shy of my end 50,000. If it hit it hard - real hard - for the next four days, I can make it. But honestly? I don't know that it will happen. Nevertheless, I am going to try. I hate myself when it comes to my ability to stick with a project and finish it. What the hell is wrong with me? (lol, but kind of not.)